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No matter how badly I want things to go back to the way they were, I know that it will never happen.

chang-spoons:

I don’t like constantly being compared to someone all of the time. I know there will always be someone better than me at certain things, but I want to at least be considered my own person. I feel like I’m always going to be living in someone’s shadow. 

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When people grow up, I notice that some just become naturally independent, but I was never naturally independent, I feel like I have always needed someone there to lean on.. But I’m learning, and I can handle my problems on my own, I’m starting to caring less, and honestly I get over my problems so much more quickly than before.

It’s hard when something unexpected happens in your life. It catches you off guard, you’re not prepared for it. You have no idea what to do. You know it happened for a reason, but you don’t know what it is yet. And when you finally realize why it makes you feel like some sort of door opened in your life. Now you’re just waiting to step through that door to see what’s on the other side, but you can’t. Something is keeping you back, you’re still holding on. It takes all of you strength to let go and take that first step. And when you do.. It feels like a breath of fresh air. 

I still believe that everything happens for a reason. Although there are times when it’s hard to see that reason I try not to get discouraged. I know that I have to be patient and things will eventually get better. 

If I learned anything in the past few weeks it’s to not let myself get worked up over certain things. I hear a lot of cliche sayings, one of them being, don’t worry about everything single thing. I never really took that saying it into consideration until it applied to my life. It’s all such a waste of my time, and I don’t have enough of life to worry about it. 

There are some people who come into your life without means of staying. I feel so stupid for believing that there could be exceptions. 

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One thing I will never understand is why people hate others for no reason. Did they ever do anything to you or someone you are close to? If not, I don’t understand your reasoning. Is it because you just feel like it? I swear, people just love to start unnecessary drama and bullshit. Why don’t you get to know someone before you start “hating” them.