It’s kind of hard to wrap my mind around the idea that school is over. Usually I’m counting down until the last day of school, but this year went by way too quickly.. It’s finally summer break; the one thing I’ve been waiting so long for is finally here. Freshman year was definitely my best year by far, and now I just feel like I’m getting old.
When people grow up, I notice that some just become naturally independent, but I was never naturally independent, I feel like I have always needed someone there to lean on.. But I’m learning, and I can handle my problems on my own, I’m starting to caring less, and honestly I get over my problems so much more quickly than before.
I’ve been so tired lately, both my body and my mind. A vacation sounds really nice right now. It’s actually the exact opposite because finals start next week and I feel unprepared for some of my classes. I’m so done with school already.
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Finally, we have a finished set. Four hours of rehearsal pays off.. I’m so proud of all the work we did in just one month. There was too much sweat everywhere, and all of our bodies are sore. It’s such an accomplishing feeling.. I honestly can’t wait until Sunday to kill it at our two performances.
I know it’s really bad to cram before a dance performance, but I kind of like it. Just because I like pushing myself and having so many rehearsals a week.. I like working this hard, sweating, feeling sore, it all makes me feel accomplished. It almost motivates me twice as much to perform on stage.