May 2012
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Don’t ever compare your shit to mine, because you will never understand how I fucking feel. And I’m one hundred percent sure it’s ten times easier for you to forget about your shit than it is for me.
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I stopped working out everyday.. And now it’s almost summer and I want to start again.
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Last day in marching band, officially. I handed in my uniform. I almost fainted in the parade. But it’s okay because I don’t have to do it for the rest of my life.
charlene-lopez:
i know you can’t properly express your feelings but honestly, it doesn’t hurt to fucking try
you don’t bother trying and that’s what bothers me
i hate sticking around and waiting for you to change
cause im pretty sure youre not going to
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It’s hard when something unexpected happens in your life. It catches you off guard, you’re not prepared for it. You have no idea what to do. You know it happened for a reason, but you don’t know what it is yet. And when you finally realize why it makes you feel like some sort of door opened in your life. Now you’re just waiting to step through that door to see what’s...
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Looking at all these summer plans made with the dance fambam, I’m excited again. I can’t wait to spend the summer with them.
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I miss having days like these.. Going to the city after not being there for so long feels really good. I love having that feeling inside of me and just being there, I couldn’t stop smiling. Today was really different though. I went with Corey and Joey, and we went to stores that I’ve never been to, and other parts of the city like Soho. We weren’t there for long because we...
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I still believe that everything happens for a reason. Although there are times when it’s hard to see that reason I try not to get discouraged. I know that I have to be patient and things will eventually get better.
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If I learned anything in the past few weeks it’s to not let myself get worked up over certain things. I hear a lot of cliche sayings, one of them being, don’t worry about everything single thing. I never really took that saying it into consideration until it applied to my life. It’s all such a waste of my time, and I don’t have enough of life to worry about it.
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I feel like I don't mean a thing to you.
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There is no set way in which things are supposed to be. How am I supposed to tell if what’s happening or what’s going to happen is right or not? I don’t know my future, I don’t know what it’s going to be like. Nothing told me that this is the way it should be. I have to decide that for myself.
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There are some people who come into your life without means of staying. I feel so stupid for believing that there could be exceptions.
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I’m actually going to really miss dm when they leave for college..
Today felt like a bonding day with dm, especially with Corey. It sucks though because he’s leaving for California during the summer. Some of Newgroundz and Abby got there about a hour and a half earlier than everyone else for his birthday. But that was enough time to create our stupid insiders. After the rest of dm...
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When I over-think I tend to stray off into negative thoughts. I start thinking about what I’m trying to train myself not to think about. Things aren’t that bad, but sometimes I feel so broken as if every day I’m trying to tape myself back together or something.. to show everyone that I’m not that lost. I don’t really know what I’m doing, but I was...
