October 2011
79 posts
Oct 1st
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One thing that does bother me,
People try so hard to impress others. Why? I don’t understand what they’re trying to accomplish. Acceptance from them? It shouldn’t matter what they think. Honestly, if you accept yourself for who you are, no one else’s opinions should bother you. If they don’t like you for you then why bother with them? No one should try and be someone that they aren’t. There...
Oct 1st
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My dad told me that I’m pretending to be someone I’m not. Fuck you dad I know who I am.
Oct 1st
September 2011
108 posts
Sep 30th
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Sep 30th
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I guess I expected differently.
Sep 29th
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I’ve been laying in my bed for three hours straight. The only time I got up was to eat. I tried to sleep, but I couldn’t. I’m just so tired and beat I don’t have the energy.
Sep 29th
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Today could have been better.
It was long and tiring. I had band in the morning at 7 then again after school until 6. Wednesday’s aren’t the best days for me, and on top of that the weather is horrible, my feet hurt, my neck is sore, my shoulders and back feel like they’re broken. I don’t want to wake up and do this all over again tomorrow when I’m supposed to have no school.
Sep 29th
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Sep 28th
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Sep 28th
24 notes
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I’ve been going to bed early recently.. or at least trying to.
Sep 28th
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I'm counting down the days until marching band...
So far it’s 39.. I think. I wish it was shorter than that.
Sep 28th
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I was watching Arthur today..
I miss watching it after school every day.
Sep 28th
chinkabell: Drop it like it’s hawt. damn.. you look sexy
Sep 28th
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I feel like I have just given up. I can’t describe how I feel, but all I know is I’ve never felt like this before. Things haven’t been getting any better and I don’t care anymore. I give up, I’m done.
Sep 27th
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Sep 26th
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You know that feeling where life just feels all...
joboskeet: I know that you’re going through a lot. And I don’t want the problem between us to be added on to you. You’re strong and beautiful, and I know nothing can stop you from doing what you love. I just want you to know that you can count on me being there no matter how distant or close we are. I still love you both a lot, and if any of you guys are in trouble, don’t be scared to tell me....
Sep 25th
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Sep 25th
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I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life....
Joey and I know you’re strong and you can get through anything. When you called me and told me what happened I started shaking and sweating. We were scared out of our minds and we didn’t know what to do. We’re just trying our best to stay strong and be there for you.
Sep 25th
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yourmomcallsmeboss: If you’re happy with what you’re doing, who cares about what others think about it? Ignore their opinions, and keep doing what makes you happy. It’s not their life, it’s yours. Judge all they want, no one cares about them anyway. lol this.
Sep 24th
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They Say To State Your Mind
niklasociete: People always tell you to state your mind regardless of the situation. But as soon as you voice your thoughts, they start hating on you. Parents accuse you of back-talking, friends judge you, people criticize your opinions over every tiny detail. So much for freely stating your mind.
Sep 24th
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I never get to sleep in anymore..
I have to wake up early for school on the weekdays, then fucking stupid band on Saturdays, and then there’s church on Sundays.
Sep 24th
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There are times where I believe I can get through things on my own, by myself.
Sep 23rd
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This past week has been so tiring.
I don’t know why but the past few days I’ve just felt so weak and tired. My body is sore and everything has just been so difficult.
Sep 23rd
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Sep 23rd
5 notes
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I really don’t want to go to school today. I just want to stay home all day and sleep.
Sep 22nd
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I had a rough day. I’m going to sleep.
Sep 22nd
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I just want to fucking dance.
I have a festival for band the same day my six flags performance is for dance. Fuck that. I would never even consider skipping this dance performance for band. We’ve been looking foward to this performance since Spring.
Sep 21st
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I love seeing my best friend laugh.
chinkabell: It’s pretty cheesy to say but I love when she’s happy. That ugly laugh that comes out of her mouth uncontrollably that makes my heart happy so much. I just love that feeling. Aww (: But you know our laughs are equally as ugly :3
Sep 21st
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It actually works..
I have to type this little essay for one of my classes in school and I’m having a hard time starting it. So.. I just started typing it here on tumblr and I can’t stop writing..
Sep 21st
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Things haven’t been the same between us.
Sep 21st
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Sometimes you have to walk away just to see who will follow.
Sep 19th
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I hate feeling aggravated and frustrated just because I can’t do something.
Sep 19th
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Sep 19th
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I love @joboskeet and @chang-spoons
chinkabell: I’m a nigga, nigga. love you too <3
Sep 19th
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I miss you so much. I don’t want us to drift apart.
Sep 19th
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Sep 19th
210 notes
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You have to learn to think things through before you make decisions.
Sep 19th
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You’re not worth my time. I deserve better than you.
Sep 19th
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It's called being grateful.
Isabelle, Nina and I were having a little talk today. We came to the conclusion that a lot of people aren’t grateful for what they have. I do say that I hate my parents and I get mad at them, but I get over it. I’m actually really lucky to even have parents around and that they don’t fight constantly, etc. They brought me into this world, they give me food, shelter, they care for...
Sep 19th
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Today..
the-words-of-ninamarie: Jenessa and I broke into Isabelle’s house . Isabelle never locks her door . Like EVER . But this one time .. she decides to . So me and Jenessa were like walking around her house for like 20 minutes trying to figure out what to do . Then I noticed Isabelle’s cars were unlocked . So we were sitting in there and still figuring out what to do . Then BOOM . I noticed a...
Sep 19th
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I love dancing to emotional pieces.
I don’t know why, but I just feel so comfortable doing it and it comes naturally to me. I’m making choreo to “Don’t you remember” by Adele. I’ve been wanting to make choreography to a song by Adele for a long time now, and I think this is the perfect one. When I first heard the song, I started tearing up because it was so powerful. I want my choreography to be...
Sep 18th
My contemporary workshop is back on!
chinkabell: lesliehubilla: Take that Irene! Come dance with me! Even if you cannot come dance with me, please help spread the word! Post the flyer anywhere… invite your dance curious friends… challenge your teammates to take a risk with something different! Thanks for all the support. <3 Leslie maybe.
Sep 18th
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I'm in the mood to dance..
Sep 18th
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I may be quiet, but I have so much on my mind.
Sep 18th
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I wanna feel like a first option to somebody...
itsjonroces: Being the first option to somebody is something really good to have in my opinion. To be honest, I’ve never really felt like a first option.. and it sucks. I wanna know how it feels to have that one person who completely trusts you with anything and everything. I wanna be that one person who someone could go to when they have problems with something. I wanna make someone feel...
Sep 18th
165 notes
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I like watching old home videos.
It’s like time traveling. And saying, “Oh! I remember that!”
Sep 18th
Sep 17th
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I feel like all I'm doing is wasting my time right...
Sep 17th
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Fuck this. I wanna go to dance rehearsal.
Sep 17th