People try so hard to impress others. Why? I don’t understand what they’re trying to accomplish. Acceptance from them? It shouldn’t matter what they think. Honestly, if you accept yourself for who you are, no one else’s opinions should bother you. If they don’t like you for you then why bother with them? No one should try and be someone that they aren’t. There are going to be people out there that accept you for who you truely are and those are the only people that matter.
It was long and tiring. I had band in the morning at 7 then again after school until 6. Wednesday’s aren’t the best days for me, and on top of that the weather is horrible, my feet hurt, my neck is sore, my shoulders and back feel like they’re broken. I don’t want to wake up and do this all over again tomorrow when I’m supposed to have no school.
I know that you’re going through a lot. And I don’t want the problem between us to be added on to you. You’re strong and beautiful, and I know nothing can stop you from doing what you love. I just want you to know that you can count on me being there no matter how distant or close we are. I still love you both a lot, and if any of you guys are in trouble, don’t be scared to tell me. I’m going to have your back through anything in life.
I don't think I've ever been so scared in my life.
Joey and I know you’re strong and you can get through anything. When you called me and told me what happened I started shaking and sweating. We were scared out of our minds and we didn’t know what to do. We’re just trying our best to stay strong and be there for you.
If you’re happy with what you’re doing, who cares about what others think about it? Ignore their opinions, and keep doing what makes you happy. It’s not their life, it’s yours. Judge all they want, no one cares about them anyway.
People always tell you to state your mind regardless of the situation. But as soon as you voice your thoughts, they start hating on you.Parents accuse you of back-talking, friends judge you, people criticize your opinions over every tiny detail. So much for freely stating your mind.
I have a festival for band the same day my six flags performance is for dance. Fuck that. I would never even consider skipping this dance performance for band. We’ve been looking foward to this performance since Spring.
Isabelle, Nina and I were having a little talk today. We came to the conclusion that a lot of people aren’t grateful for what they have. I do say that I hate my parents and I get mad at them, but I get over it. I’m actually really lucky to even have parents around and that they don’t fight constantly, etc. They brought me into this world, they give me food, shelter, they care for me. Some people get mad for the stupidest reasons. For example, a kid might complain because their parents didn’t get them these certain shoes they wanted or they didn’t let them go out. They start complaining and bitching saying they hate their parents and they want them to die. They might even say hurtful things to their parents. But they don’t understand how some other kids would he dying to just have their parents around or to actually have them care. People always want more and that’s what they’re focused on, not appreciating what they already have.
Jenessa and I broke into Isabelle’s house . Isabelle never locks her door . Like EVER . But this one time .. she decides to . So me and Jenessa were like walking around her house for like 20 minutes trying to figure out what to do . Then I noticed Isabelle’s cars were unlocked . So we were sitting in there and still figuring out what to do . Then BOOM . I noticed a unlocked window . I opened it and PUSHED Jenessa in . Honestly I was scared Isabelle’s dog was going to attack us . Jenessa was scared of Isa’s grandma .. Don’t ask . But we got in successfully ! We made a sign for isa and it said “WELCOME HOME ISABELLE.” Even though she only went to the mall .. We were on her roof . Like sitting there . But then I got scared and Jenessa thought her parents would come home from the back . So we ran back to her room and sat there for a while . Then Isabelle got home . Me and Jenessa were dieing of laughter in her room . And izzy was calling both of us . Stupid me had it on loud though . She still didn’t hear it . But isabelle’s reaction was priceless .
THAT WAS MY DAY.
Lol we broke into Isabelle’s house and we were just chillin in her room for about 20 minutes or so. I can’t believe I just climbed through her window. Hmm, I guess she knows how Joey feels.. kinda. Her reaction was the best though. She walks out and starts shouting, “WHAT THE FUCK.”
I don’t know why, but I just feel so comfortable doing it and it comes naturally to me. I’m making choreo to “Don’t you remember” by Adele. I’ve been wanting to make choreography to a song by Adele for a long time now, and I think this is the perfect one. When I first heard the song, I started tearing up because it was so powerful. I want my choreography to be that. I want it to be emotional and powerful so that once someone sees it they’ll feel like how I felt when I first listened to the song.
Being the first option to somebody is something really good to have in my opinion. To be honest, I’ve never really felt like a first option.. and it sucks. I wanna know how it feels to have that one person who completely trusts you with anything and everything. I wanna be that one person who someone could go to when they have problems with something. I wanna make someone feel confident that everything’s going to be alright when they ask for my help. I just wanna have this feeling.