Dance is what keeps me sane from all the negative things in the world. Not a lot of people know what dancing can do to a person. Not a lot of people know how it feels like to dance on a beautiful stage. And not a lot of people know how to explain why they love dancing. When I dance, it feels like I’m showing the world what I have for them. The world is my audience and it’s my turn to let everything out. Let your voice be heard through by saying nothing at all. I feel beautiful when I dance. I feel as if I’m just letting go of the entire world in just one move. I can release a year full of emotions into just one song. Why do I dance.. I realized that I honestly can’t explain how much I love dancing as a whole. But the reason why I dance is because of one simple thing. And that’s love.
Before every performance I always have that same feeling inside of me. Those butterflies in my stomach, I start acting crazy and and then my throat always tenses up. I don’t know why, but I like that feeling. And then I love going out on that huge wonderful stage with all those lights on me. Where I feel as if everyone is staring directly towards me, and I begin sweating after the first move. One of my favorite parts is giving the crowd facials. To me, it feels like I’m showing the audience how I feel with every move. Then everytime I begin to feel tired I just tell myself, “This is what I’ve been waiting for. I only have this one moment on stage for 5 minutes. I have to make it the best.” What makes me happy is when we’re getting off the stage and I hear all those cheers and I come out and everyone is telling us good job. And that feeling of wanting to do it all over again..
In one word I would describe it as just simply amazing. It feels good to reunite with people from other dance teams or seeing other dancers that know you. But you know what really makes me feel like I’m at home? When I see other dancers that all tell you, “good luck!” or just a, “hello.” Especially when other dancers are so friendly, like we’re just one big family. I love having that at competitions. I never want days like those to end. It makes me feel so comfortable and it makes me love dance even more. And that’s why I can’t wait for Prelude to come.
It doesn’t matter if I’m performing or not, I just love being there and seeing all of these dancers. It’s like you know that everyone there has at least one thing in common with you; your love for dance.
We lose them in death, petty fights, distance and over time. But even though they may be lost, hope is not. The key is to keep them in your heart, and when the time is right, you can pick up the friendship right where you left off.
Even the lost find their way home when you leave the light on.
But sometimes there’s a reason behind it. I’m not just doing it because it’s fun. I give attitude to people and I talk back to them because they did something to aggravate me or the people I love. It really gets me really aggitated when some people have no reason for acting the way they do. If you have no reason to hate me or other people then why the fuck do you do it? Maybe it’s because you’re jealous of something or you think that you’re too good. But either way, people like that piss the crap out me.
Ugh, I hate when I want to say something about a person in a post but I can’t because they follow me on Tumblr. And even though I try to make it general, they will most likely assume it’s about them. Then I’ll be confronted with the question no one wants to hear “Who was that post on Tumblr about?” You. “Oh, some other person! Hahaha you don’t know them :D”
Someone out there always has it worse than you. Whenever I think that I can’t do something or whenever I think that I have it bad I always think to myself that someone out there has it much worse. And if they can get through it so can I.
When you love someone, when you really love someone, what happens when they change? Because they are not who you want them to be, it automatically means you don’t love them anymore? Think about it. If you really cared about someone then it’s about them and not you. They don’t have to be the perfect friend/lover/whatever because either way you should still be there for them. If you really say you love them then stay there for them, no matter what.