it seems like my family always makes things seem better . Like their always there for me. Especially my cousins or my brother . They dont judge me , they never stop loving me , and they’ll always be there for me no matter what happens . Others come and go , like friends . But family’s always gonna be there . If i have a bad day and im spending time with my family the next day , it takes me out of that horrible mood im in for a minute. I love my family so much , and honestly , i dont know what i would do without them <3
Friends are supposed to listen to each other and help each other with their problems, right ? Tell me what im doing wrong . I go to you with my problems and it seems like you could care less , or not even care at all . It aggravates me so much , because i would spend almost an hour helping you with your problems and reaching out to you and at least making it seem as if i care , but all you do is have one word answers for me , change the subject completely , or just sometimes completely ignore me . You do help me though , just not at the time when i need someone to be there for me .
Honestly , i never really gave it much thought . Dancing . Its not something i ever really thought of doing , it just happened. Like suddenly i became open to this whole other world . When i started dancing i didnt think i would get this far . I noticed how dedicated everyone was to dance , like they belonged there . But me , i felt sorta out of place . But ever since i started its become almost a part of my life . Honestly , i dont think i was made to dance , i feel like drumming is where i belong . But even though dancing might not be the thing for me , i still do it because its become a part of who i am and ive come to love it . Everyone’s a dancer , somewhere inside them . And i still need to find that , dancer inside of me.
This morning , i got my schedule .. i was so excited to see it , cuz since i was away from home , i wasnt able to see it . I heard that the teams were red and black , not a and b . Soo , my bestfriend told me she was on the red team , so i hoped that i would be on it too .
I tore the envelope open , and the first thing i looked for was what team i was on .
I saw the word black . And i stood there staring at the word . I feel like im making a big deal out of it , but we have like 1 or 2 classes together. Im scared that , this year we might not be as close like last year , or we might not be close at all . Im gonna miss having classes with her , like science . And lunch with her . Maybe being on separate teams will , i guess test our friendship . To see how true friends we really are xP . Lets go 8th grade .
Well , today i woke up at around 7:30 , but ended up getting out of bed at around 8 . Today was the performance :D for newgroundz and define movement . I went to isabelles house early and she taught me the things that i missed while i was gone xD . Then we went , i was a little nervous before we went on but we did good :D After we were done performing we went to go watch dm perform . We were screaming and shouting and cheering so loud that people around us covered their ears :P But we just kept on cheering . Well , liked today . i had a lot of fun . i love newgroundz <3
“People dance because dance can change things, one move can bring people together, one move can make you believe that you’re something more, one move can set a whole generation free.”—(via santosdee) (via pinaynjng) (via iinfamouzj)
So i forgot to log off of tumblr on my brothers laptop -__-
i was on tumblr on my brothers laptop and i forgot to log off when i left today to go to canada . So , he told me that hes gonna post funny stuff on my tumblr when im in canada . So if you see something that doesnt sound like me , it’ll probably be my brother -__-
But that’s not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Everyone confuses these things with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.
Well , today most of Newgroundz hung out . We went to memorial and played truth or dare .. with dice . i forget what they called it . We played rock paper scissors , but if you lost we made a line and you had to crawl through their legs. then we played marco polo , which was hard , but i ended up whacking Paco in the face , and i watched izzy run into a fence :D and we played ninja .
We got hungry , so we got food , and ran back to step by step to avoid being late to practice . When i got there i was hot , sweaty , and tired . And then i realized , im gonna get even more hot , tired , and sweaty because i have to dance . But today was still fun , even though i got over 100 notifications from today .. :D